Circles

Today will not be yesterday
Today was yesterday

Today will be different
Today was the same

Today I begin
Today I never started

Today I pray
Today I prayed

Today I learn
Today I learned

Today I believed a lie
Today God showed me that lie

Today a small change happens
Today happened

The repetition of sunrises & sunsets, of work weeks & weekends, of habits & patterns can convince us that we’re just going in circles, that much of the desired change we wish in ourselves will never occur. However, my beloved friend, this is simply not true.

Change is something that is always occurring. In fact, it is inevitable. We can attempt mastery over it, but I have found little success with that myself. However, a rapport with Jesus over time has brought my character to places where I feel no shame but rather I feel humbled and honored to be.

I don't have one verse for you today. I sought Jesus in prayer, and He led me to scripture and insights for my day. I ask today that you just take time to build your rapport with Him and I assure you beautiful changes in time will come to you.

Walk the Walk

There are plenty of people out there that can talk the talk, but far less that actually walk the walk. The bible has word for when our walk matches our talk. It’s called faithfulness. There is also a word for when our walk doesn’t match our talk. It’s called hypocrisy. Proverbs 20:6 poses a question that I think each one of us should consider.

Many a man proclaims his own steadfast love, but a faithful man who can find? -Proverbs 20:6, ESV

In essence, it is asking us, who is actually going to walk the walk? Who is going to live with integrity? Who will be faithful to follow-through? Our actions, for better or worse, teach others about the God we claim to follow. When we walk the walk as Christians it helps people to get a clear picture of who God really is. When there is a disconnect between our words and our actions, we distort the character of God in our hypocrisy.

Nominal means in name only. We shouldn’t be nominal Christians. That is, if you say you are a Christian, you ought to live like a Christian. What damage we cause when we say we follow Christ, yet we act like we have never met Him. Is there an area of your life where your walk isn’t matching your talk? Choose today to live faithfully. People are looking for something real and when you walk the walk, they will get a taste of it. Let your light shine bright for God’s glory. I’ll leave with a chorus today from the Mark Trammell Quartet.

You know, your walk talks, and your talk talks
But your walk talks louder than your talk talks
Your behavior toward your neighbor
Is really how you feel about the Savior
When you exemplify and shine the Light of Christ
You know the number in the kingdom will be multiplied.
Yes, your walk talks, and your talk talks,
But your walk talks louder than your talk talks.

Better to Have Never Been Born

Have you ever breathed out so hard that you hoped the next breath didn’t come in? Over a span of nearly 5 years on multiple occasions I remember tears filling my hands and praying “Lord, you’re all I have but don’t want this pain anymore, let me breathe out as hard as I can and for it to be my last. But if another breath fills my lungs, I will praise you with it”.

Out….
Hold….
Gasp...
Praise.

I am blessed to have never considered harming myself nor have I suffered from chronic depression with an unknown cause, but I have suffered acute depression with a known cause that invaded nearly every moment for five years. One may think that would give person a relief knowing why they hurt but honestly it only frustrated me with myself because I could not be released of it. I asked for healing, had others pray for it, and sought counseling yet this pain was still there. So, all that frustration of not healing became self-directed as “your just a messed up person Troy”. I felt hopeless, and that it would never pass. I still don’t understand this but then one day in a miraculous moment of prayer with a close friend I FELT IT LIFT! 

Why do I share this personal story with you? It is not to tell you that, “just pray and it will go away.” No doubt the Lord may do that for you, or He may permit it to stay with you for years as He did with me. But I want you to know is, “you are not alone, and Jesus cries each tear with you”.

I have multiple non-Christian & Christian friends who call me or come by my home telling me of how they want the pain to end in their life and some are haunted by dark thoughts of taking their own life. I think of Job a righteous man who cursed the day he was born, wished it was blotted out and his birth was never known. I think of David a man after God’s own heart saying “I am worn out from my groaning”. I think of Jesus weeping. So, hear this my loved friend,

you are not alone. 

I urge you to bring your attention to the truth brought out in Hebrews 5:7-10, & 7:25. Focus on how Jesus offered prayers and cries to God while on Earth and currently sits at the right side of His Father offering our cries to His Father as an interceding high priest, “Jesus cries each tear with you”.

7 In the days of his flesh, Jesus offered up prayers and supplications, with loud cries and tears, to him who was able to save him from death, and he was heard because of his reverence. 8 Although he was a son, he learned obedience through what he suffered. 9 And being made perfect, he became the source of eternal salvation to all who obey him, 10 being designated by God a high priest after the order of Melchizedek. -Hebrews 5:7-10, ESV

Consequently, he is able to save to the uttermost those who draw near to God through him, since he always lives to make intercession for them. -Hebrews 7:25, ESV

Be a Walking Sermon

“Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope that you have in Jesus. But do this with gentleness and respect.” -1 Peter 3:15

I have heard ministers and others remind us to be a walking sermon. That was a great reminder that people were paying attention to my behavior. Perhaps you have heard some say, you may be the only Bible people will read or look at. That can be a little scary but is also an awesome responsibility. Let it be a strong reminder for us to examine our lives and be mindful of how we portray ourselves to others. I am not saying to portray something we aren’t, but to be genuine and ask God to help us to be the kind of person that can live our life to glorify Him.

If you grumble and complain at work or at school, and people know you consider yourself a Christian, do you think they will get to know Jesus any better by being around you? They probably won’t because you aren’t showing them a life that is desirable. On the other hand, if you are a person who is learning to see the glass as half full, to show genuine concern for others, and to avoid judging them, people may want to figure out what you and God are all about. Your living example can speak volumes. Be genuine and caring. Be infectious with your peace. Be trustworthy.

I am not a person that will knock on doors or walk up to strangers and start to witness, but in our everyday lives we talk to friends and people we may be around that we can portray Jesus to. It is comforting to be able to have scripture like 1 Peter 3:15 that relate to the circumstances we are talking about. What is one respectful way you can display your faith today? We don’t need to point out someone’s faults, but rather show concern and genuinely try to uplift them.

God, may my hope in You guide my decisions today. Help me to be gentle and respectful in all my relationships so others will be drawn to you. Help me to have a stronger burden for those in need of your touch. Amen.